•The Life of Victoria•

Time and time again, I wonder why you evade me
Pierce me so slowly with the emotions that invade me
Heart physically strong, yet brittle, broken…weak
You take my breath away with the desires that you speak
Why is it that you’re touch and go with me?
You always hurt and forsake me?
Play with my mind, while reeling me in ever so slightly
I try to run with all my might, but I can never leave entirely
You have me right where you want me, lost and confused
Please, don’t slip up, I’m already bruised
In the eyes of love I stand here alone
When will my King find his way home?

-Victoria Shearer

I think a lot of people settle for “love” by finding the good things in someone, like it’s going to outweigh the bad. It’s okay to say its not going to work. It’s okay to say you’re not happy. Love really is blind and not all love is good love. To see clearly and get back to who you ARE, you have to let go. You’ll be miserable to continue to try to be with that person and you damn sure can’t change them. Take that advice from a pro. Me.

Random thoughts going on in my head. So funny how you hear what people are saying from the outside looking in…and it doesn’t click until you set yourself free. Then when you see someone you like going through the same thing, it’s hard to watch. So I had to once again, set myself free. Free from the crush…free from the wondering…if things were meant to be, he will come to his senses. Until then…if ever…years of friendship will be wasted.

A change is going to come and it’s coming soon. I feel it. Change for the better. Ask for it. Accept it. Embrace it. Everything will be good.